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December 31, 2024

Discovering My Purpose: A Journey of Intentionality and Inspiration

In today's social media landscape, the term "purpose" is often tossed around, prompting many to ask, "What is my purpose in life?" or "How can I fulfill my purpose?" Recently, I have found myself in a season of reflection, seeking to understand the deeper meaning of this word and its implications.

Defining Purpose

At its core, purpose is defined as the reason for which something is done or created, or for which it exists. Synonyms for purpose include aim, design, intent, mission, and role. Over the past few years, I have replaced my New Year's resolutions with a singular word that guides my intentions. A few years ago, that word was "INTENT" or "INTENTIONAL."  I made a conscious effort to be intentional in strengthening my personal relationship with God and His people and I chose to wake up each day with an attitude of gratitude as soon as my feet hit the floor. I chose to be intentional to forgive those that hurt me and to love those around me, even those that were so hard to love. I could physically sense the Lord was doing a work in my life that only He could do, but it brought such an unexplainable peace in my life. 

Shifting Focus

Last year, my chosen word was "Focus." As someone who often struggles with maintaining attention, I made a commitment to pay close attention to even the tiniest details throughout my day. I wanted to seize every moment that could teach me something or encourage my growth.

I documented my experiences and began to connect the dots of life, leading to a greater understanding of my journey. In the past, I wouldn't be able to slow down long enough to see what God was doing in my life, but this focus shift allowed me experience Him fully and brought such an excitement that I just wanted to share with everyone, but who would listen or even care? 

Embracing My Purpose

This year, my word is "PURPOSE." I believe that God has been preparing me for this moment for years, as the details of my story unfold in ways I could never have imagined. A few months ago, I realized that my fascination with disco balls had a significant meaning. Initially, I thought it was just my admiration for "Dancing With the Stars" and my favorite dancer and choreographer, Derek Hough....LOL, but I was sadly mistaken. The Lord woke me up at two in the morning in October of 2024 and I loudly spoke these words, "Desire to Inspire and Seek Christ on Purpose."

This was such a clear vision and the words just happened to make the word "DISCO."  Woah!

So I have two choices---ignore it and act like it never happened or be obedient and take a leap of faith to step into this next chapter that He has planned for me. 

Finding Peace in Purpose

I experience such a supernatural peace and reduced pain when I'm able to share how good God has been to me in my life! I have witnessed His faithfulness on so many occasions during life struggles and traumatic events in my life and what began as a voice-recorded prayer back in 2017, when I felt a strong calling to speak and even write a book is beginning to make sense. I

I have kept that prayer on my phone for almost eight years and listened to it on so many occasions. I've shared it with only a few people, but I asked those to pray that if this is what God has for me, I need it to be clear as mud! Well, He made it clear more times than I can count, but that DISCO moment was the icing on the cake!  Whatever this next chapter brings, I just pray that God is able to use me to bring HOPE to others through the power of the Holy Spirit.  I feel so heavily that He is going to be able to take these debilitating titanium jaws of mine that have kept me in agony for so long and use them for His glory! This crazy sense of energy and urgency I've experienced lately has to be released sometime, so launching The DISCO Purpose was the first step of obedience, but I can't wait to share how God orchestrated all of the steps to get to this point. I'm not exactly sure what this journey is going to look like or how it's all going to play out, I just had a willing heart said YES and give it to the one who does know it all! I pray this is a place that you can find inspiration, encouragement, and the HOPE of Jesus! There will be a place to leave prayer requests and praise reports too. I love sharing stories, so they'll be lots of real-life experiences through some ups and downs of life that I will be sharing that have only helped me grow through this spiritual journey.

I'm so thankful to serve a God who loves and forgive us and truly desires a real relationship with us, not matter what we've done in our past. He has restored my broken heart so many times and He can do the same for you. 

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Shine Bright: How a Disco Ball Led to Purpose

Updated: Jan 14, 2025

How could a disco ball have so much to do with my purpose? I'm a firm believer in divine moments and God just kept putting these shiny little balls in my path. I couldn't understand why I was so drawn to them. It finally hit me one day in my office at Rainbow Omega alone after work. It was 4:30 and time to go home, but I couldn't pull myself out of my chair. I just kept staring at that Disco Ball spinning. I remember asking God, "What are you trying to tell me, Lord?" And I felt my spirit moved so deeply. My mind was like, Woah! Each broken piece on that ball represented my life. Each broken piece is part of my story. Each story makes up who I am to this point. I continued to watch the ball spin sitting on my desk with tears now flowing from my eyes and the pieces reflecting off the wall, but it was such a clear moment for me and a reminder to share with others. We're all just beautifully broken people and God wants to use those broken pieces to restore us to look more like Him, so we can spread our light to others. I have always struggled with not being able to see myself as Jesus sees me. The fear of rejection and disappointment, anxiety and depression, self-image, and obsessive thoughts would take over my mind because of my ADD. The Lord started opening this door back in 2017, but I wasn't ready. I believe He was just preparing me for what was to come. A tale of discovery, purpose, and a little touch of sparkle. This is the story of how this Jesus Loving Wife, Mother of Two, and Former Special Education Teacher discovered what God had planned for my life, but I had to walk through the fire to get to this point.


I begin to fully experience the Goodness of God. I started craving more and more of His word. I found myself waking up so much earlier to spend as much time with Him as I could during my quiet time. I started reading years and years of journals that I've written to see how God spoke to me. I started to remember all the times He provided, comforted, and restored me. The times that I felt a peace like no other and couldn't explain it. That peace was Jesus and He used those seasons of refinement to show and teach me how to become fully dependent on Him and now I believe He's going to use it to continue to build up His Kingdom, because in the end that's all that matters! He's been orchestrating specific details over the years and things started making sense. All of the signs and God winks that He's been showing me were becoming extremely obvious. Like I said before, I struggle with the ability to focus, but I felt that I was able to focus on things that God meant to stand out! The many detailed pieces along the way became the pieces that I started putting together. I had mentioned to a few of my prayer warriors and my husband to please be in prayer for me because my spirit was just so heavy, but in a good way. I didn't know exactly what God was doing, but I was busting from the seams every time He would show me something new. I told myself a few times that people wouldn't believe some of this, but I had the proof. God started planting this seed back in April of 2017, April 26th to be exact. I voice-recorded a conversation that I had with God when I felt Him calling me to speak, but I have ignored this calling for almost eight years. I didn't want it to be what Jennifer thought or wanted, but ONLY what God wanted for Jennifer. So I started praying, "Lord, please give me some confirmation about this. If this isn't part of your plan, I need to know...because it's sure feeling like it's ALL YOU....but I can't do this!"

*Warning: Be careful when you tell God what you're not going to do. He will find a way to make it happen! LOL

Well, God give me confirmation alright! He sat me straight up in the bed on October 22, 2024, and I immediately said out loud, "Desire to Inspire and Seek Christ On Purpose."

That's it!! That's what God has been trying to show me through these Disco Balls. That's where THE DISCO PURPOSE was born and my collection of Disco Balls mean so much more now than ever! This newfound sense of direction and passion means taking a LEAP OF FAITH and putting all of my TRUST in the ONE that directs every single one of my steps. I pray that God will be able to use the gifts that He's blessed me with to inspire, motivate, and uplift a lost and broken world. It's the unexpected sources of inspiration that show up in the strangest of places that lead us to the bigger purpose on this life journey. Disclaimer: This will be a raw, transparent journey filled with many broken pieces, bad choices, physical & mental pain, and more. But it's also a journey filled with freedom in discovering who I am in Christ, renewing my mind daily to have a consciousness of Christ, and staying aware of His presence in every single detail and situation in my life. I pray that God will move me out of the way and that everything that is read on this page is completely guided by the Holy Spirit, not by my own emotions, feelings, or what "I think" is right or supposed to happen. May I only share LOVE, GRACE, and TRUTH with those that I come in contact with in person or online. May your GLORY SHINE through me to your people as you use me to build up your kingdom, Lord! --AMEN

 
 
 

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